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*Lecter-the-Werewolf

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About Varied / Hobbyist Premium Member Lecter-the-WerewolfMale/United States Groups :iconlazybackgrounds: #LazyBackgrounds
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Given by *Branded-Curse
Statistics 678 Deviations 23,890 Comments 43,045 Pageviews

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Future Plans?

These are potential ideas that I attend to get to at some point :)

:bulletblack: Updated drawing of the Arachnid duo Thrax and Delilah [link]
:bulletblack: Drawing several of my Lycan characters in their wolf form
:bulletblack: Full body drawings of my OCs and different looks for them
:bulletblack: Continue storylines involving the Werewolf Purists, Lecter's inner conflict, development of Evey, Bartok, Nypra, or any other character who hasn't been featured much ^^;

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For my final poll...which two works of mine show a significant amount of improvement? 

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4 deviants said Then Now
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1 deviant said Then Now
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1 deviant said All of the above
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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Something to Remind You by Staind
June starts tomorrow and already me and my family are looking forward the last week of that month since that is when everything comes together; my Summer class comes to an end along with my degree being sent in the mail (hopefully) and my childhood home closes as we will be in temporary places for the next several weeks.

However I would like to take this moment to talk about the future of my dA account. My premium membership finishes out on the 24th but that is the least of my concerns. I feel that just like with my Youtube and FanFiction.net accounts, my time in the dA spotlight is done. I am starting to feel a lack of self-esteem (that despite any improves I may have done with my drawings, it isn't something to be proud of) and I might as well put an end to any future works I had plan even if it leaves so many unfinished stories. I cannot find that burning passion inside me to go on with my stories and work on my characters, I cannot bring myself to do something dramatic regarding plots, and I cannot find that enthusiasm to collaborate with others. With a number of friends I have known on here are either preoccupied with their own lives and don't have much time for dA or they have been MIA for awhile, most likely have moved on to new things, I feel maybe it is time I did the same.

I still have close friends on here but in recent months I feel that my bonds I have with them are starting to break and I am to blame. I try my best to keep myself from saying stupid things but whenever something slips out, it feels like an eternity for me to correct my mistakes and takes a toll on my mental health. I think it i safe to say I am an emotional wreck and my relationships can be viewed like dominoes in my mind; one mistake and they all fall down.

Right now I walking in a pitch black tunnel with no light to guide my path.

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~ThePerilPimp 1 day ago  Student Artist
Thanks dude. :)
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~yumi-hikari 2 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fave!! :meow:
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~Ravisk Jun 4, 2013  Student Photographer
Oh well bro, there's always tumblr.
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:iconthedude255:
Thanks for the :+fav:! :D
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*Branded-Curse May 30, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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